How many times have you thought to yourself...If only they could see who I really am, they wouldn't *insert whatever statement here*. For example:
If only they could see who I really am, they wouldn't laugh. They wouldn't underestimate. They would be attracted to me. They'd understand my potential.
Well who or what is keeping them from seeing the real you? And what are you doing to change that?
I have to call myself out on that on a regular basis. First I have to figure out who the real me is. I'm good at being a variety of fake mes. But I don't think I have known who the real me is, ever. It'd be nice to find out. I'm trying. My relationship with God is awkward at best. Something about that whole unworthy of His love and grace thing that I can't get past. How about the 'I know I'm going to be a constant disappointment' excuse? I use that one constantly. I haven't had a genuine talent since high school. I'm not one to be a negative gal. I enjoy life and being happy. That is true. However, looking at my life right now I don't see myself succeeding at much of anything.
If they could see who I really am, they'd have their assumptions confirmed, and then where would we be?
About Me
- Rebecca
- I love to sing, and dance in the shower. And to sing and dance in the shower, simultaneously. I hate the smell of onions and mushrooms. I hate mustard, tomatoes, olives, and tons of other foods too. I'm super picky. About food, I mean. I love my friends and family. Music gives people an outlet to say what they wouldn't be able to say otherwise. I hate drama. I love meeting new people. Taking photos is something I never have enough time to do. I love to write, its a good outlet. I feel best when I'm making people laugh or helping someone, by listening or giving advice or whatever it takes. I love the rain. I love taking naps. I hate slow drivers in the fast lane. I love the feel of grass, and sand, between my toes. I could sit outside and listen to the cars go by all day. I am excited about what the future has in store for me. Paranormal State and Psych are two of the best shows ever. I hate doing laundry but I love the smell of clean clothes. I love lying in the grass watching the clouds pass. If I could do anything and get paid for it, I would travel, write and take pictures. So, journalism basically.
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