It is what it is

I don't even know what I want to write today. Work has been chaotic for the past 2 weeks - month end is always a nightmare but this is something else. I have corrective jaw surgery looming in my future, among other things, and every day my hands hurt more after work than the day before. Out of (H)ungry (A)ngry, (L)onely, (T)ired, I'm always at least 2 of those. Not a good average. Something HAS to change, and I'm the only one who can do it. It just seems so monumental that I don't know if it'll EVER happen. Fingers crossed. Maybe I should pray. Hmm.