God wins

Ya know, I've strayed away from this for a few days and I think it gave me time to reorient myself. This is a great tool for me to be honest and get things out of my head but, it is also intended to fetter out what I'm trying to do with my life. Following God used to be incredibly easy for me, but as of late it has been harder to swallow my pride and admit that He has the best plan for me. Anyone who reads this and prays, if you could pray for me, that'd be greatly appreciated. Because I can't figure it out. I have strong feelings that I'm not supposed to be in this line of work anymore. the pain in my wrists and hands is immense, and my dislike for the job outweighs anything else. I don't believe that God wants us to struggle through life, settling for mediocrity because its what pays the bills. I believe that He wants us to flourish and blossom and grow into wonderful, vivid, awe-inspiring yet humble people who are using the best of their abilities to further Him and to enrich lives. I just don't know how to get there.